What I believe

I Believe in a lot of things, and people.
I for 1, am a member of the church of Jesus Christ of latter day saints, and have been since I was 10 years old.
over the years I gained a testimony of this church and I know, personally, that this is the true church, not that any other church is not true, they are, but this is the true restored church, and I respect any ones and every ones beliefs.
I believe in peace (notice that this is called PeppersWhirledPeace) I'm a peaceful person, and I don't stand for fighting.
I'm told that I'm just like my Grandmother, Mary Beverly (no last names) also I was named after her, which is interesting because of the fact that i am like her, I'm proud and honored to be.
Everyone tells me that I'm a very sweet person, I don't know if they say that because I'm quite and gentle natured, or the fact that I'm to scared of spiders to kill them......haven't figured it out yet.

I believe in Family, and of Marriage.
Family's are important and supporting and raising family's that are functional is also important, because it is a responsibility.

I have a counselor who when we first met, he told me "you can not change what is" and it has stuck with me, shaped me, defined me.

I believe in free love, and being able to choose for yourself, I used to never be able to choose for myself, and not because no one would let me, but because I had this thing about feeling bad about making bad chooses, and wondering what if i choose, for example, choice 1 would hurt someone, or choice 2 would hurt someone else, and this killed me to have to make a choice that would hurt anyone, no matter if i loved or disliked the person in the matter, i could never choice to hurt someone and still couldn't unless it hurt my family.
I choose however to hurt myself, and this has brought me down, to a point of no self confidence, and I was weak, I could never defend myself against anyone because I simply could not hurt anyone.

-Karmen